January 2010
Take a little looky-see? :)
It’d mean a lot to me.
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I really need sleep.
I’m on the brink of passing out. I feel utterly numb. Emotionally and physically. However, I need to get this off my chest and out of my brain before I forget.
Today’s been five years, and it’s such a concept to think about. It feels so much longer, but so much shorter, all at the exact same time. I still can’t believe you’re gone, and every now and again I catch...
Flying Machine - Everly.
I deleted over a thousand posts last night.
And I woke up today, and I’m still okay with it. They were not needed. So I’m happy.
Clay: Sometimes I can’t see you anymore. I forget things about you, and I’m afraid I’m losing us…like the way you smelled, the sound of your voice, and the way you felt in my arms, and um…
Sara: If you let someone in…you’ll erase me.
Clay: I can’t.
Sara: Open the door, Clay…Clay, it’s okay. On the count of 2.
Clay: It’s not fair. We were supposed to have more time.
Sara: You still do. I don’t want you to be alone honey. You like her. Quinn. Why’d you send her away?
Clay: I don’t want to lose us.
Sara: You can’t erase who we were or what we had. No one can. We burned so bright together. You won’t lose that.
Clay: I loved you so much Sara.
Sara: You were perfect with me. And you always will be. But now it’s time to let go. It’s okay honey. I love you.
“You wanna know what I think?
I think this life isn’t at all what you plan out,...”
– Myself.
Jump In The Pool - Friendly Fires.
It's strange how you can love a song.
Listen to it for quite sometime, and out of no where hear it when you haven’t in awhile, and it just hits you. You realize why you love it so much, the entire meaning behind it. It’s crazy to me. I’ve liked this song for over two years, and I just realized why last night.
The Man Who Can’t Be Moved - The Script.
...
Ghost of Girlfriends Past
Connor: You and Paul have something so rare, all right, so powerful. Don't chicken out now.
Sandra: Chicken out? He cheated.
Connor: Oh, get over it. It was years ago, all right? With some slutty friend of yours. A friend incidentally who you're not even mad at. And you know why? Because you don't actually care. You love Paul so much, you forgave him the second you heard. And that's what scares you.
Sandra: You have no idea how I feel. You have no idea!
Connor: Yes, I do. I've been in your shoes. You know what? It scared the hell out of me too. What if she hurt me? You know, what if she left? What if she died? It'd have been the end of me. So I cut it short, before she ever could. And you know what? It was the biggest mistake I have ever made. And you're making that same mistake right now... and I'll be damned if I'm gonna sit by and watch. You gotta risk love, Sandra. Risk it. I didn't! Look at me. I'm empty, lonely, ghost of a man. It doesn't mean that you're never gonna get hurt. But I can guarantee you this: Any pain that you feel... will never, ever compare to the regret that comes from walking away from love. As someone who's felt a lot of both, trust me. Pain... beats regret every day of the week, and twice on sunday. Don't run away. Don't do it.
To Build A Home - The Cinematic Orchestra
You...
“When I say ‘no regrets’, I mean there’s no reason to look...”
“Friendship isn’t about how long you’ve known each other, or how many...”
“Believe that there’s a light at the end of the tunnel. Believe that you...”
“Never lie, steal, cheat, or drink. But if you must lie, lie in the arms of the...”
“May you never steal, lie or cheat. But if you must steal, then steal away my...”
“Sometimes you just have to know when enough is enough and let it go and move on....”
Or this one. :)
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